Tuesday, March 17, 2009

WHY i got such feel?





















For normal people... there will sure feel nothing about these picture... when the guy and girl in the photo taking these picture... i was working in Harvey Norman.... they take this photo during my lunch time...i feel so sad,jealous,angry,lost control when i saw these picture.. i know i got no right..but still lost control.. why i deserve to get nothing?
that girl in green jacket is the cause of my problem...maybe it is illogical for me to post this blog.. as for those who read this .. they may go and separate it out what kind people am i. maybe people will think that i am crazy... i am not generous...i am wat wat wat..
but that is also what i want.. i want people to know who am i..i am yong long.. in my secondary school i have lost my love...now i find another .. so i wont let it go easily...
What i had done is really bad..i also cannot forgive myself .. but no choice... i must do it even i dont know i am wrong or not.. i forcing that guy in white shirt to quit his job as samsung promoter.. because of one small thing... she treat him better than me.. so balia me.. i want to show to her that i am more powerful and capable than all her guys' d friend ... i am not afraid annoying them .. as i treat this as a competition.. fair competition.. who have the power.. who win.. so i keep striving...
maybe this will cause her very very angry . but one day.. i hope she will understand my love with great responsible.. i am not selfish.... she treat the other good nevermind...but at least tiu me.. lost control? dont know , i just found that this desire to win has create me a very strong momentum to strive.. use it and utilize it.. .wish i can do it.. sorry eng kian.. i got no choice.. Ka Y.. duno how u feel .. we strive together la....so somemore Yong XX... be aware i am coming...
yap.. oso same .. who else ....dunno.. come on.. we strive together....fair competition...
is really love this time??